Life in the Spirit Seminar – The Healing

12 JULY 2014, 11:41
On the second day of the Life in the Spirit Seminar, there is a healing session. I was preparing myself that I was hoping I will get healed from whatever that binds me from getting closer to God. I want to be freed.

During the healing session, it is about time to forgive your mother. In my mind i already have so many things that my mum did to me since I am a child. But i always surrender this in any healing session before and i thought i already forgive my mum totally and i am healed. I remain sitting but then Bro. Jon keep inviting us to stand. Actually, I am afraid because i already cried so much during the forgiving dad session.

Somehow, I have this courage to stand, so I stand up. As i stand i cried and the prayer ministry team came to me, to pray over me. I start to struggle. I feel a very strong fear. The team surround me and there is something in me that wants me to push myself away from them. Suddenly, everything became very dark and I can not see anything. Never i seen darkness like that as if i am blinded. Then i feel that time i was a kid about 6 or 7 years old. I am so scared in that darkness until I fell down on the floor and searching my way out from that darkness. While I am searching, I called out to my mum. I start to shivering because I am in such a fear. The prayer minister called my name asking me to open my eyes. They keep asking me to open my eyes and keep telling me that there is a light and that light is Jesus. Slowly, I open my eyes and i see the light in front and the cross on the screen from projector. I start to feel safe while I was actually holding in the arms one of the prayer minister. They asked me to call for Jesus and keep calling His name. I did and slowly my fear goes away and my body stop shivering.

But i don’t understand. May Jesus send the Holy Spirit to interprete this to me tomorrow. In Jesus name i pray. Amen.

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Alkitab di Hujung Jari Anda

Nomor Telepon Darurat 





Anda sedih, teleponlah: Yohanes 14

Anda telah berdosa, teleponlah: Mazmur 51

Anda sedang menghadapi bahaya, teleponlah: Mazmur 91

Orang telah mengecewakan Anda, maka teleponlah: Mazmur 27

Rasanya seolah-olah Allah jauh dari Anda, maka teleponlah: Mazmur 139

Iman Anda membutuhkan dorongan, teleponlah: Ibrani 11

Anda sendirian dan takut, teleponlah: Mazmur 23

Anda khawatir, teleponlah: Matius 8:19-34

Anda terluka dan kritis, teleponlah:1 Korintus 13

Anda bertanya-tanya tentang agama Kristen,teleponlah:2 Korintus 5:15-18

Anda merasa seperti orang buangan, teleponlah: Roma 8:31-39

Anda sedang mencari perdamaian, teleponlah: Matius 11:25-30

Rasanya seolah-olah dunia ini lebih besar daripada Tuhan, teleponlah: Mazmur 90

Anda perlu Kristus seperti asuransi, teleponlah: Roma 8:1-30

Anda meninggalkan rumah untuk perjalanan, teleponlah: Mazmur 121

Anda berdoa untuk diri sendiri, teleponlah: Mazmur 87

Anda membutuhkan keberanian untuk suatu tugas, teleponlah: Yosua 1

Inflasi dan investasi memonopoli pikiran Anda, teleponlah: Markus 10:17-31

Anda depresi, teleponlah: Mazmur 27

Rekening bank Anda kosong, teleponlah: Mazmur 37

Anda kehilangan iman kepada umat manusia, telepon lah: 1 Korintus 13

Sepertinya orang-orang tak ramah, teleponlah: Yohanes 15

Anda kehilangan harapan, teleponlah: Mazmur 126

Anda merasa dunia ini sangat kecil dibandingkan Anda, teleponlah: Mazmur 19

Anda ingin menghasilkan sesuatu, teleponlah: Yohanes 15

Rahasia kebahagiaan Paulus, teleponlah: Kolose 3:12-17

Anda mendapat kesempatan penemuan besar, teleponlah: Yesaya 55

Untuk bergaul dengan orang lain, teleponlah: Roma 12



Untuk berurusan dengan rasa takut, putar: Mazmur 47

Untuk keamanan, putar : Mazmur 121:3

Untuk kepastian, hubungi: Markus 8:35

Untuk kepastian, putar: Mazmur 145:18







Selamat Menikmati


Rev. Fr. Dismas Tulolo, S.J

Mary Mother of God

The 15 Promises of Mary to Christians who Recite the Rosary

I am not really reciting Rosaries. I seldom doing it. But yet Mother Mary have 15 promises to us if we recite Rosaries.

1. Whoever shall faithfully serve me by the recitation of the rosary, shall receive signal graces.

2. I promise my special protection and the greatest graces to all those who shall recite the rosary.

3. The rosary shall be a powerful armor against hell, it will destroy vice, decrease sin, and defeat heresies.

4. It will cause virtue and good works to flourish; it will obtain for souls the abundant mercy of God; it will withdraw the heart of men from the love of the world and its vanities, and will lift them to the desire of eternal things. Oh, that souls would sanctify them- selves by this means.

5. The soul which recommend itself to me by the recitation of the rosary, shall not perish.

6. Whoever shall recite the rosary devoutly, applying himself to the consideration of its sacred mysteries shall never be conquered by misfortune. God will not chastise him in His justice, he shall not by an unprovided death; if he be just he shall remain in the grace of God, and become worthy of eternal life.

7. Whoever shall have a true devotion for the rosary shall not die without the sacraments of the Church.

8. Those who are faithful to recite the rosary shall have during their life and at their death the light of God and the plenitude of His graces; at the moment of death they shall participate in the merits of the saints in paradise.

9. I shall deliver from purgatory those who have been devoted to the rosary.

10. The faithful children of the rosary shall merit a high degree of glory in heaven.

11. You shall obtain all you ask of me by the recitation of the rosary.

12. All those who propagate the holy rosary shall be aided by me in their necessities.

13. I have obtained from my Divine Son that all the advocates of the rosary shall have for intercessors the entire celestial court during their life and at the hour of death.

14. All who recite the rosary are my son, and brothers of my only son Jesus Christ.

15. Devotion of my rosary is a great sign of predestination.

(Given to St. Dominic and Blessed Alan)
Imprimatur: Patrick J. Hayes DD Archbishop of New York

Source: Catholic Online.