Archive for the ‘Diary’ Category

Its Feel So REAL

Posted: August 21, 2011 in Diary
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I was at home. There were my dad, mum, sisters (2) and my niece and nephews. Seems to be everything happen at night not day time. But why my mum, dad and sis went to our ‘ladang rumbia’ at night time? It happens for two nights they arrived home late using the boat at 10.30pm. [...]

I am Not Alone

Posted: August 19, 2011 in Diary

With Jesus, i am not alone. Walking on the streets, i am not alone. Having dinner by myself, i am not alone. Sitting alone in my room, i am not alone. Working in the office, i am not alone. His name is always in my mind. His name is always in my heart. His presence [...]

I Need YOU

Posted: May 23, 2011 in Diary

As i walk to received HIM, i burst into tears. This is the first time i really can not control my tears when i want to receive HIM. Why? Because HE can accept me for who i am. I keep on repeating my wrong doings. I am a sinful person. But still HE waiting for [...]

I am Running Away Again….

Posted: April 22, 2011 in Diary, Letter

Dear Jesus, I am running away again from You. I am not a good child. I am not sure where i am heading but i just wanted to be away from you. Am i afraid? Am i confused? Am i denying myself? I am not sure my dear Jesus. Today You will died on the [...]